tonight, i’m unsettled. waiting. watching. nothing.
and sometimes on nights when i feel like this, it’s nice to remember i have a place i can brain dump, to unload. and that place is here, on my blog. because whether anyone reads it or not {you are out there aren’t you?} i know that you understand. that you have days like this too. moments that feel unkempt, sometimes in a joyous, over-the-top way and other times, in an i-don’t-completely-understand-it-but-i’m-not-fully-myself-at-this-moment way. the point is, thank you. for being there. whether you actually are or not. it’s nice to click open my blog, tap away on my keyboard, un-loose my thoughts, regroup and find myself again. ah, there you are.
and sometimes that’s all it takes. some random mumblings, cohesive or not, to slide me back into reality; make me remember all that i’ve been blessed with; and while i still may be waiting {baby!}, i’m more content. more at peace. more…home.
good night to you and may your thoughts run clear and your joy run deep. sleep sweet.
