just some thoughts inside my head…

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i wish for smiling eyes. i have lots of friends with eyes that smile. it’s wonderful! i often wonder if mine do too, but since it’s impossible to see myself in real life. i wish for smiling eyes.

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last week. climbing. everywhere. she’s an addict. she’s a monkey. she’s driving me crazy. good thing she’s cute.

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i hate the ipad. i know that’s harsh, but i do. not in the sense of it’s useful to get work done, but in the sense of, my-kids-won’t-leave-me-alone-and-all-they-want-to-do-is-play-games-on-it. i’m working on ways to make it work for me as an incentive tool with the boys, instead of a pain-in-the-butt, and will let you know if it works…because Lord knows if i hear, “can i play on the ipad?” just one more time, mama’s gonna blow her top.

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turbo shaved his head. sunshine did not. thanks to 2 lollipops and some sweet talk 🙂

{ps…can you see the attitude? yikes. suddenly, 6 is a handful}

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we’ve been dealing with some sad stuff in our family. my thoughts boil down to : love, love, love your loved one’s and think about your salvation now, before it’s too late. hard stuff.

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we still have to put together the boys valentine’s for their classes {typical}. i anticipate this happening late wednesday night, because that’s how we roll. here’s a couple shots from years past, so fun spreading love!

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i’m going to be an auntie again soon! SO excited for that little guy to make his debut later this month {lover’s crossing his fingers he arrives on his birthday, so they can be birthday twins!}

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i shop in the target girls sections sometimes. thinking about making it all the time. it’s cheaper and more fun than *big people* clothes. 🙂

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i run around with an ever present feeling of guilt. guilty i’m playing with the kids and not cleaning, guilty if i clean intead of playing with them, guilty if lover comes home and accomplishes more in 15 minutes than i did all day {which he does. he’s freakin’ awesome.}